Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Feeling Down

My surrogate took another hpt this morning and it was negative.  It's now 6dp6dt.  Again, it's not like I had any expectation of it working.  I guess I should just consider myself fortunate that it flat out didn't work instead of being a miscarriage again.

The DQ Alpha results were supposed to be back today on my potential surrogate out in Vegas but, apparently, they aren't in.  The nurse said she should have them for me tomorrow.
When my DH noticed I was stressed out today, he asked "This isn't something we need to worry about, right?  Wouldn't it be extremely rare for 2 surrogates to come back with a match?"  I just told him he knows what our luck is like when it comes to all of this.  At this point, I feel like anything is possible.....except for success of course.



3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Doesn't this suck? I have no idea how accurate a HPT is or more importantly if there is hope it is wrong, but I hope so anyway.

KH99 said...

I'm sorry. I hope the HPTs are wrong, but like you said, when you know, you know. I am pursuing surrogacy myself due to my uterine anomaly. We are in the contract stage now and hope to cycle this summer.

JW Moxie said...

I am a GS who transferred on Monday. I will be thinking of you and your surrogate. I hope and pray that whether now or with your cycle in July, you will finally have things turn out the way you hoped and dreamed.