Saturday, August 23, 2008

3 Days to Transfer

On Thursday, my GS called to tell me she just got back from her lining check and her lining was 16 mm. I couldn't ask for better than that. So, she started her progesterone and the transfer will happen on Tuesday. DH and I fly out to Vegas on Monday.

When I told DH about her results, he said that he was mainly worried that the embryos wouldn't make the thaw....especially our one tested one. I wish he hadn't said that. I know it's a very real possibility, but it's something I'm trying not to acknowledge at the moment. It is exactly the type of thing that would happen to us when we are finally trying to transfer a tested embryo to a GS.  I'm just praying that we will get a break and everything will go as planned. 

I've been trying my best to remain a little numb throughout the whole process this time.  It's hard because we have so much riding on this.  Meanwhile, my surrogate is very excited so I try to make myself a little more upbeat for her sake.  She is someone who is not used to failing in the this arena. I'm someone who can't really fathom winning anymore.

At any rate, I will try to post from Vegas after the transfer.

4 comments:

Nadine said...

Good luck, hoping for good things for you.

Anonymous said...

Good luck!

Alleen said...

Staci -- checking in since the Central FL friends board is down. I hope everything goes just fine! Best of luck.

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you, Staci, and hoping things go well in Vegas.
amya :)