A little bit of hope

Amazingly, the appointment with the high risk OB yesterday went better than expected.
I was so fearful of getting horrible news. What we ended up getting was a little bit of hope.
The OB said he was going to go out on a limb and say he did not think it was a cornual implantation. However, it was too early for him to be certain. He thinks it's just a very high implantation which could straighten itself out as it grows. I'm praying that's the case. He wants to keep a close eye on me so I'll be going back in next week on Tues. for another u/s.

Before the Dr. came in the room yesterday, the nurse did a u/s and we heard the heartbeat for the first time. I also got to see the screen (I wasn't allowed to in my last 2 ultrasounds as they were STAT u/s done to look for a potential problem). I could help but think how horrible it would be to have to terminate after that and I started crying. My husband held it together for my sake but I could tell he was really upset too. The Dr. seemed puzzled when he walked in. He was like "I haven't even said anything yet!" I told him we were just so used to getting bad news.

It's hard for me to acknowledge that I'm even pregnant right now. I haven't been able to since I've been feeling like I'm just going week to week waiting for the ax to fall. I'm just hoping that each u/s will make a cornual pregnancy look less likely and I can relax a little.